ughhhhhhh

man..

what am i doing......

i'm so bad this year

I was suppose to aim for a 4.0 this year................blahhhhhhhhh

but only two months have past..and ive already done a couple of things that would normally get me kicked out of the house if I was still in BC...

cig & alcohol doesn't mix...yes...i know i know..I should have known better......but look on the bright side...now that I finally tried it...I won't touch that stuff again..cuz i'm no longer curious....tho no comment about how many I had last night :S

still feeling a little bit uneasy now...

freakin

anyways..apparently i'm a denial drunk...whatever that means....how can you be classified as a type of drunk when you are not even drunk! I was only tipsy!!..I was aware of everything I did....and I didn't puke...and I didn't have a hangover..........though I did ACCIDENTALLY knocked coke all over the carpet and Ali's socks.....and I did ACCIDENTALLY wacked his back with my badminton racket when I was trying to play badminton indoors to prove that i wasn't drunk....and I did ACCIDENTALLY kicked a garbage can towards Steff's head....okay..that last bit wasn't an accident...I did that on purpose...which was something I would have done if was sober anyways...so meh

Anyways..yesterday's semi houseparty was fun......won't be doing that for a while tho...ugh..

didn't take many pictures....at least I didn't...but somehow I found out that I didn't recognize half the pictures on my camera...someone must have used it while i wasn't paying attention..

therefore..some of those pictures can't be shown...I don't think those people would want it published anyways...

so I'll just leave one picture up...because I'm in it!! yea i know! finally a picture of me!!! well..picture of my hand...